sh4d0wsf4llchic (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} sh4d0wsf4llchic) wrote,@ 2005-06-13 11:24:00 |
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| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Cursive "A Gentleman Caller" |
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So uh, I hung out w/ Nick, Cox, &Ashton last night. We went to the park:-/ It was NOT fun.No one would swing w/ me. Ew.
Then at like 1 in the morning Jeff came over, then at 2 Matt came over, lol. We hung out at the tennis court. I haven't played tennis in forever, I miss it:-/.I got in trouble for that but ohwell. It's summer, so screw it. I shouldn't have to babysit my brothers. One of them is 12 old enough to take care of himself, and one is 8. I was freaking 10 when I started watching them. But....I guess that's cause certain things happened to me, and I grew up to fast.
Toooooday is gonna suck, everyday until Thursday's gonna suck, cause then I get music. I've also decided if I'm not gonna date what's the use in even liking someone, so I'm not gonna like anyone. Some guys it's hard NOT to like though. Geez.
+I've been surrounded by people that are cool for like the whole summer.I don't understand why I stopped going out and hanging at just random places cause I love people, UNTIL I lose interest.
- I don't like when boys I don't like put their hands on me, it makes me feel weird. EVVVVVEEEEN if they are just messing around &trying to tick me off. It's just something I don't like.
+/-I've been listening to "A Gentleman Caller" from Cursive for 3 days straight, and it still hasn't gotten old. Well, maybe a little bit, but so?
-I don't know what I'm gonna do about all these boys "entering my life". They're throwing confusion at me w/out even meaning to.:-/, I hate it. Confusion is the worst thing in the world.
+/-I do like this one boy, but I can't. He's everything I said I didn't want.
+Me&Ashton are back to how it was. I'm happy, cause I missed it. We just needed a break, it was probably the whole losing interest thing.
<3mehg
